On this christmas eve I write this from the bottom of my heart. I'm greatful that I have such amazing friends, and that I have a family that supports me in everything and anything I do. My family taught me the spirt of christmas and I will never forget it. Christmas is actually a time of giving not reciving. I'm thankful that I recive gifts and all, but I like giving more so. It's who I am and the way I was raised. When I give someone a gift on christmas and I see their face light up with happiness and joy. My heart feels like it's going to explode with joy and happiness. Because I was able to bring that person happiness. Christmas to me is my favorite holiday of all because it brings people so much joy and it's the spirit of giving that is always on my mind. My friends sometimes joke around and say that I should be selfish and think about myself for once. And I tell them I can't be selfish. I just can't. It's like not in my vocabulary or my heart. I'm always there when someone needs a friend and someone to talk to. I like helping people, and I'm good at it. So Christmas for me is the best time of the year. And it brings me joy just to share it with the people I love the most. Have a very Merry Christmas!!!!!<3
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Lesson: Friends
This lesson we learn everyday but just don't seem to understand. We keep repeating the lesson over and over again. It's the way some people are, but I think that they could open up their eyes a little bit more and see more of why. And understand each other more. We all have misunderstandings. That's a part of life. We all have problems. And that's a part of life. Some problems can be fixed and some you just have to live with. We are suppose to change what we can and what we have to. And then the rest we have to accept it as is. So I learn from everything I can that way I'm prepared for life when it want's to hit me with it's best shot. But it also helps when you have friends there to support you. I know that it helps me! But friends wouldn't be friends if we didn't try to work things out, or if we didn't get into fights and then make up after it. It's all a part of life that we all go through it's just how it is. And I learn from it cuz I choose to. What about you??
Sunday, December 4, 2011
What I Always Wanted, But I Never Truly Had
There was a time when we were just friends.
And then it all had to come to and end.
I still remember that look in your eyes.
You had begged me not to cry.
You said you had no choice but to go.
So now I'm here standing alone.
But you had to go.
I couldn't hang on any longer.
You turned out to be. What I always wanted, But I never truly had.
You would be here one minute and gone the next.
You hardly ever would say anything anymore.
I use to remember how it use to be, but when I do it turned out to be.
What I always wanted, But never truly had.
I realize now that I lost you long ago.
And that it's no use to try anymore.
You went your way. And I went mine.
You said that you had wasted your time.
But I don't think you got that quite right.
You weren't a waste of my time.
You taught me how to stand here alone on my own.
You turned out to be. What I always wanted, but never truly had.
You would be here one minute and gone the next.
You hardly ever would say anything anymore.
I use to remember how it use to be, but when I do it turned out to be.
What I always wanted, But never truly had.
oh.......oh.......oh......
You turned out to be......... What I always wanted, But never truly..............Had....................<3
P.S. These are song lyrics that I wrote myself it's not my normal blog. But I hope you love it anyways. I've been working on it for awhile and finally finished it. :)
And then it all had to come to and end.
I still remember that look in your eyes.
You had begged me not to cry.
You said you had no choice but to go.
So now I'm here standing alone.
But you had to go.
I couldn't hang on any longer.
You turned out to be. What I always wanted, But I never truly had.
You would be here one minute and gone the next.
You hardly ever would say anything anymore.
I use to remember how it use to be, but when I do it turned out to be.
What I always wanted, But never truly had.
I realize now that I lost you long ago.
And that it's no use to try anymore.
You went your way. And I went mine.
You said that you had wasted your time.
But I don't think you got that quite right.
You weren't a waste of my time.
You taught me how to stand here alone on my own.
You turned out to be. What I always wanted, but never truly had.
You would be here one minute and gone the next.
You hardly ever would say anything anymore.
I use to remember how it use to be, but when I do it turned out to be.
What I always wanted, But never truly had.
oh.......oh.......oh......
You turned out to be......... What I always wanted, But never truly..............Had....................<3
P.S. These are song lyrics that I wrote myself it's not my normal blog. But I hope you love it anyways. I've been working on it for awhile and finally finished it. :)
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Your Touch
Your touch is the one that will last forever. I will cherish it forever. I remember it every moment of everyday. The way you hold me to your chest, and when I look up you're smiling. I get a warm fuzzy feeling inside. And then when I look into your eyes. I melt in your arms. Your touch makes even the worst feeling I have go away. For those few seconds that you touch me I feel like I'm flying. And it's just you and me in the room. Nothing else in the world matters anymore. Nobody has ever been able to do that to me. It's like you're an angel sent from heaven above. Just for me. And I will never ever forget your touch.
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