There Really Are No Words

To other people my life may seem dull and gray. But it's the only thing I have. People say that I should have a better life, but I don't want to because I like it just the way it is. Life is short and full of bumps, and I intend to enjoy it. Who knows when my life will end that is up to God. But when it does I know that I will be filled with memories that will last forever. No matter what life I'm in. I will cherish those memories forever and ever. Because those memories are all I have. To you they maybe just a piece of paper, but to me they are my life. And a life of memories is worth living for. When you love someone so much to the point that it actually causes you physical pain. Then you will know what I feel. And why I feel this way. But until then you all will always be asking the same questions over and over and over again.