I Forgive You, But I Have Not Forgotten

You said you loved me and you'd be there.
You were there when I was little.
You were there when I was growing up for a little while.
Then I moved and you were gone.
How my heart ached when I wasn't near you.
You said that I would see you again someday,
and that you'd never forget me.

I'm moved back here.
and found out that you had someone else.
I saw you for the first time since I was little and,
you had tears in your eyes.
You wanted to hug me.
You wanted to hold me.
You told me that you would
protect me no matter what.

You were my sword and shield.
You were my gurdian angel
You were my light that brightened my day.

But then things started going wrong when you left again
You weren't the same when you came back.
You didn't want to see me much anymore.
You weren't there for me when I needed you the most.
You told me to leave you alone, and that I didn't understand.
You shut me out of your life because you thought that a teenager would
not understand you, even though I've known you my whole life.

So now you're gone and here I stand all alone.
No sheild.
No sword.
Only faith, and what I remember of you.